Thursday, September 18, 2008

A little of my thoughts

God's Way. So complicated... or maybe it's actually simple and we, as humans, complicate it. Either way there is no one who can understand it. If we were able to understand it, life would be alot harder... us trying to make the plan work instead of living life and relying on God. Example: God's plan - May goes through a time of isolation to learn about My Way. Me - Knowing God's plan I will skip the isolation and learn about God's Way myself. Result - I think I learned about God's Way but it never got into my heart. Solution - If I don't know God's Way and why, I'll be in isolation and really learn; listening to God because He knows what He's doing. Of course life is alot more complicated and has more variables. So that I will probably learn more lessons or it might be the end of a lesson or the beginning of another, probably all of them. So, taking all that into account I probably would mess things up by getting confused and doing the opposite of what I need to do and what God wants me to do.

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Last night the new DTS (Decipleship Training School) and most of the staff did a heroes bowling night... so here I am as Link...

Monday, September 8, 2008

Time

Sometimes I come up with random ideas, right now it's time... enjoy my thoughts!

In time you see the flowers bloom and watch trees grow. If time were only to be in spurts it would be a lot more noticeable… you go through life bit by bit and can see time. You walk down the road and time is not… then suddenly you’re there at your destination. You sit in a park and watch life and suddenly the trees are bigger and the clouds have left. You walk down the street, a beautiful sunny day, and it starts to rain when time turns on. It would be like being in a dark room… walking in pitch black and then the light is turned on and you see that you’re half way there, the lights turn back off and on and now you’re at your destination… knowing that you walked that far but not seeing anything when the lights were off. If time jumped in a constant rhythm then it would be easy to have a schedule based on time. It would be known that time would jump from 8:00 to 10:00 and so people would know how to deal with time. But if time fluctuate abnormally, at random places and jumped randomly so that days might be jumped and minutes skipped… it would be impossible to tell time, to understand weather patterns, to know even what day it is and would be in the next jump. Everyone would be prepared for any weather and not be time oriented at all... living with no concept of a clock, for a clock would be a useless thing... you wouldn't be able to watch time go by on the face of the clock... looking minute by minute until your time arrived for time would jump, one minute you're waiting and the next your ready to leave.

Friday, August 29, 2008

End of June

So at the end of June I helped with a Joshua Generation. A Joshua Generation is 17 days for teens. The first 10 days they learn about how to share their faith, along with dances and drama. Then we take them to a city. This year we went to Baltimore and we saw God do amazing things there. So here are some pictures of that. (Witnessing to people on the street, we are red shirts) (all our water bottles, mine is the one with the decorated blue top)(Tory handing out cotton candy) and (the beautiful sky of Baltimore).

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Wow... it's been almost three months since last I wrote here! So in July I went back to New Hampshire to visit with my family and also to raise more support. I had a great time and got to see my sister, Sara and her family back from South Korea... Yay! I helped alot with a VBS that we did in the beginning of August. I found out that I love working with kids. They are so fun and mostly listen to me... I was the craft teacher/person. I love crafts, so crafts and kids just are perfect! But at the moment I have no idea what I'll be doing. No one is going anywhere for a couple months and there aren't any outreaches so I'm just here working on helping keep this YWAM base kind of nice. I'll put pictures up later of VBS and my new hair cut and things like that... Oh yeah, I got a hair cut and now my hair is in layers and it looks really nice. If you want to be sure to see a picture you can look on my facebook page (sorry people if I don't know you). Well, it's almost 10:30 and I'm getting tired and have to wake up before 7:30 so for now... Bye (I'll try to update more often again).

Thursday, June 5, 2008



Hecktick Life

I just can't update this blog every day... I thought I could but found out that I can't. Right now I'm pretty much broke, and my purse with all the information I need is off in a truck that's getting fixed and so I can't get to it right now. I really need a lot of prayer. I'm trusting God to provide. God is so amazing... with all the stuff that's going on in my life right now I can still see God standing right there next to me. On Tuesday my base decided to play softball and it was so fun. It started raining in the middle but we kept playing anyway (except for some people who sat in the cars while it rained). By the time we were done we were all wet and muddy. And the other day I saw a beautiful rainbow while dancing out in the rain. Spring is definitely my favorite season. My new computer is great... but I can't hook it up to the internet here... one of the guys here is going to look at it soon to see if he can fix it. I'm going to try to put some pictures up, but the pictures are on another web site so I don't know if it will work. But I'll try it. If it doesn't work and you don't see any pictures then maybe someone knows how to do something like that and could tell me.